Last night I had the usual nightmares about being back in high school and something embarrassing happening. Well, first one high school and then another, but at least not all four of the high schools I attended. Upon waking I was so confused and befuddled I decided to look up some high school friends on Facebook and see if they were actually as crazy as they had been in my dream. (My dream was a combination of being in high school but dealing with my current life events at the same time. More than a little weird.)
What I discovered is that while a lot of the people I went to high school (not the one I graduated from, but the other ones) are not living the lives I would have expected them to be living after high school. The guys I was interested in do not share the same values (more lifestyle than religious), goals, or achievements I share with my husband and while they are still good people I am so glad I didn't end up with any of them permanently. I do have to admit it was kind of weird to find some people who spouted big dreams in high school still living the same way they did in high school plus a kid or two. Not quite what I expected from such big dreamers. Other friends who share my religious values and did go on to college are living similar lifestyles to my own. I couldn't find some friends on Facebook, and I am still wondering about them.
Overall, I don't think my crazy dream was an accurate or true reflection of reality, but it was good to help me reflect that I am where I am suppose to be, headed in the direction I need to go. A good reminder for those days when I'm frustrated with not having accomplished everything I wanted to for that day, or even at this point in my life. Had I chosen a different path I would not be where I am today and I am grateful be where I am.